The Rain Room

okay, okay..

2005-01-24T13:27:00.000-06:00

i'VE BEEN NEEDING SUPPORT NOW MORE THAN EVER AND THE ONE PERSON I NEEDED IT FROM THE MOST DON'T WANT TO BE THERE! PEOPLE THAT I AM NOT EVEN CLOSE TO ARE ALL IF YOU NEED ANYTHING, LET MNE KNOW.
AND I AOORECIATE IT SO MUCH.
BUT, YES, BUTT..
SINCE I AM GOING TO BE A SINGLE PARENT I FIGURED I BETTER START RESEARCHINGON HOW PEOPLE DO IT NOW, SOONER THAN LATER.
HOW THE HELL DO PEOPLE DO IT? HOW AM I GONNA DO IT? I HAVE FAITH IN MYSELF THAT I CAN, BUT AS OF NOW MY HEAD IS SPINNING WITH THE HOW?
HOW,HOW,HOW???
IF YOU ALL KNOW OF ANY GOOD SINGLE PARENT SITES OR CHATS, LET ME KNOW..
COULD USE IT!
FOR ALL THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN AND ARE BEING THERE FOR ME, I DO APPRECIATE IT!

SO MUCH HURT....

2005-01-24T09:55:00.000-06:00

well I'm beck..
yep, and alot has fucking changed for the worst!
I went back up to minnesota, because things were just not going well for me in missouri(MISERY).
so, I thought it would be better,but it ain't .I got a couple job prospects, and all thats good, but I also found out that I am pregnant..
The guy I have been with for 5 years is such, an ass, all of a sudden he needs to be alone! BULLSHIT! what the fuck, I ain't stupid and I know in my heart that there is someone else! I am so hurt, dissapointed, and angry! I am very dissapointed in that he ain't the guy I THOUGHT HE WAS AFTER ALL THESE YEARS! i HAVE DONE A LOT FOR HIM, AND THIS IS HOW HE REPAYS ME?
i'M KEEPING THE BABY!

Friday the 12th..

2004-11-12T13:29:00.000-06:00

More blogs that I like..
Inanutshell, DearsirorMadam, thedaytoday ,There'll be MORE..I guess, I should really find them outside Blogger too, huh?
well there is ZOOT, shes got fans!
how the hell, do you get your blog better known? why the hell am I worried, about this shit? I guess, I wouldn't be writing it out in public, if I didn't want anyone to read it! Do I start another email account just to sign up to Blogexplosion? what the hell do you have to do to get your blog known? I mean, if it was something that people were getting into and being regulars, I would try harder with it, but there not, and YES: I did blog just to get stuff off my chest, but seeing other peoples blogs and what there doing, I want to be greedy, and have a good blog too..I just don't know how!If anyone can help me, Please do, because I am rreally starting to think that its not worth it!

Veterans day!

2004-11-11T15:28:00.000-06:00

I have to say Happy Veterans day to all those who have fought for the USA!

Other BLOGS..

2004-11-11T14:53:00.000-06:00

gEEZE,
I seriously cannot spell today(well more than any otherday)but I know I have been posting alot of link sites and quizzes, but there fun, and EVERYONE, can ALWAYS use a little fun in life..but I do cruise other blogs and check them out too, So here are a couple that I like and think are interesting. cocktailsandsmokes ,and also robinsstuff, life's a glorious cycle of song,ablogformythoughts,theparadoxandherdreams,
so all those are pretty good ones that I can relate too, I myself just love reading what other people have to say about whatever!

sweet

2004-11-10T15:06:00.000-06:00

You are Feng-huang!

Mythological Background: The phoenix is the highest
and most revered force in the skies. It's
associated with power and prosperity, because
it is the king of all birds. Mars brings about
intense love, passion, and even aggression. It
is given the best traits of all beasts - its
different parts come from different animals.
The five mystical colours in its plume are
black, white, red, green and yellow. The
Phoenix is a very auspicious aspect in Chinese
mythological culture; and its symbol is used
only with royalty. Japanese Name: Suzaku

Which Chinese Mythological Being Are You?
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why my blogs annoyen!

2004-11-10T15:01:00.000-06:00

I can't spell

why is YOUR livejournal annoying?
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BIG CARE~BEARS FAN!

2004-11-10T14:03:00.000-06:00

	Bedtime Bear You are usually asleep on the job but that's okay because your job is to make sure everyone gets enough sleep! You're shy and sweet...when you are actually awake! Getting sleepy already?
*Take the Which Care Bear Are You?* Quiz!**

this is getting hard!

2004-11-10T13:06:00.000-06:00

maintaining the blog is getting hard..I want to try and keep all the links I give out good.. so I come check it daily and they keep moving! here is the Link for the Angel quiz! and all the others are up to date: I think? my mind is a blurr right now! hope fully this works and it don't move! OKAY: i just tried that and it didn't work! what the hell? okay then here is the address I have!
http://quizilla.com/users/lilsweetchic2000/quizzes/
try that!please please work!

what a day!

2004-11-09T21:19:00.000-06:00

My dang, Fiance has his ass(head) glued to the XBOX, because fricking HALO 2 came out today, lloks pretty awesome though.(haven't played it yet although I am going to)
other than all that it has been pretty nonchalant around here!

the news on Moving back to minnesota is that YES! I am going back home on Monday the 15th! I do not know how long my blog will be down 4! hopefully not to long!

I looked @ ZOOT webpage, and she was talking about Blogexplosion, I am like what the heck is that? so I checked it out and it seems simple enough and thats what I have been doing on my own anyways, so why not sign up? well I tried, but both of my email sites have heavy spam blocking, so I couldn't activate my account! what a BUMMER! I would really like to have people reas my blog, and let me KNOW what they think, about what I write and think! does that make any sense?

well gonna go play Halo2! waa-paa!

TROUBLES:

2004-11-09T11:23:00.000-06:00

OKAY,OKAY, i GOTTA SAY THIS QUICK,
i HAD TROUBLES POSTING THE LAST 2 BLOGS, IT WOULDN'T ALL FIT INTO 1 SO I HAD T BREAK IT UP, BUT IT IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY QUIZILLA.COM

THATS ALL FOLKS!

the ANGEL I AM!

2004-11-09T11:20:00.000-06:00

Your like an angel. You pocess love and bring love
to any thing or person. You love being
yourself. Even though your cute or not. I think
your just awesome. Like you are peace:) What Type Of Girl Are You???(Amazing Pics)
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2004-11-09T11:19:00.000-06:00

what do you think?

2004-11-07T14:49:00.000-06:00

My Bloginality is INFP!!!
this is my bloginality ! do ya'll agree?

2004-11-07T14:44:00.000-06:00

The Magdalene

Which bad girl of the Bible are you?
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this is the bad girl I am: woo- moms would be proud! ain't ya'll?

well..

2004-11-03T21:39:00.000-06:00

whats up? here not much, well BU..SH.. is President! Man, You know I do think that he has done a good job, over the last 4 years, but the war is really bothersome, as of right now, I see no end to it! and thats not comforting! so there are my .02 cents on that!

Jill Happy Belated birthday! hope you had a good one! hope you got my card!

well guys looks like I am gonna go home to Minnesota! I had never imagined that another state could be so radically different than mine, but compared to Minnesota this state is phukked up! so I really do need to go home and it looks like I will be by the end of the month so..just to let ya'll know that the blog might be on heitous, for a while.. like ya'll care, no one ever reads it..

I guess:

great sites

2004-11-01T13:12:00.000-06:00

hey people, well I know how to link to sites, and all that but most of them you need special whatever, so I just thought I would let you know what sites I like. Here they are(in no special order,just different catagories)

Adult humor:
www.ebaumsworld.com
www.wimp.com
www.emeanies.com

ecards:
www.spiritscents.com
www.angelhugs.net
www.angelwinks.com
www.riversongs.net

Kid site: (parental supervision recommended)
www.coloring.com
www.coloringpage.com

hope you all enjoy them as much as I do:
Let me know if you have any great sites I should know about!

The hell with it!

2004-11-01T11:23:00.000-06:00

okay guys, as you can see from my last post I have decided that my life is to boring, so i am gonna start including stories maybe some gossip I hear from other people into my blog no real names will be used of course, but it could and hopefully should make it more interesting to say the least! so lets me see what else I can find or do to spice up my blog! any ideas (that don't include porn?)

BoReD!

2004-11-01T11:06:00.000-06:00

well lets see: it is just after 11:00 am and I am allready BORED.

so damn BORED I can't think of anything to write! so I'll go, and be Bored doing something else!

Loves and Hates and getting seriously sick of!

2004-10-31T18:50:00.000-06:00

Man, I am so getting sick of going to Wal-mart! I end up going to Wal-mart! nothing is ever new there! I think its just the stores stmosphere that I am so sick of but it does really get sickening~

I did find the new snickers snack bars I do like @ Wal-mart!

I really don't mind Target cause I barely go to target, but it is just as close as Wal-mart.( are you getting the subliminal message I am sending in this Blog?)

*shout out* to Matty, who turns 1 today! Hi, cutie!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

After 1 a.m.

2004-10-27T01:07:00.000-05:00

Everyone is sleeping and I am so bored, they all have something to do tomarrow altough its work or school,it still something! shit, all I have been doing is sitting on my ass, cause no one will fricking hire me in this damn state! well since I have nothing to do, I will stay up as late as I can stand, and be bored..bored..bored..bored...In MN there was stuff you could do after 1 am! clubbing, walmart, whatever. There was even better TV!

I've been looking @ the other blogging site, and it seems all they are talking about is the election.SUX, polictics, I absolutely HATE politics!

I have also seen the skins some of these sites have and they are awesome! Someone wanna DONATE me a SKIN? if I did get a skin, could it be Purple clouds in different shades dropping dark purple rain drops?? Hey a girl can wish can't she? I would love it, but I am just not advanced enough to do that kind of thing.

Seriously time for bed, NOW!

gratuities.

2004-10-26T13:05:00.000-05:00

thank You blogger support for getting my blog back up! hey A&A hope your move was good, and that everything went allright. woosh! THANKS to zoot (you rock) thanks for letting me whine to you!

whats been up? hmm. well, nothing actually, oh wait, yeah I got good news :

the Insurance called the accident no fault!!

YAY!

what the ????

2004-10-23T23:54:00.000-05:00

hello: hello: is anybody out there? I can't see my blog, whats going on? pitch black..scared..

MAN!

please need light! Help!

why the hell is my fricking blog down? Not cool! Man, i've been through enough shit, and NOW this is gonna happen.fricking perfect!

I am so pissed!

the whole day STINKS..

2004-10-19T23:45:00.000-05:00

whoa, what a crazy day! The lady I had the incident with last night called this morning w/ a harassing phone to my passsenger / witness of the "accident"! what the hell is that? so we called her Insurance agent and let her know, and then we also called ours to get it on file.

My puppy must have gotten into something, because she has been farting and they smell so bad!

There is Nothing worse than going to bed and KNOW you will be inhaling and exhaling dog farts all night.

Gross!

Dazed

2004-10-18T21:37:00.000-05:00

Man..
I had a little incident today in the frocery store parking lot,Guess what that was?
Yep an accident, that was supposedly all my fault! NOT!
I was backing up and fully out of my spot and went to straighten the wheel, and I felt a jolt, so I look and this car is right there! It scraped the paint off my buumper and scratched her back bumper! No dents on either car! I was clear all the way, and I think she thought she had enough room to back out to and started too also! Pssh.. it isn't my fault! Id she wants to fight it we can and I will!
How was your day?
*P.S.* note to self keep a disposable camera in car in case there is ever a next time!
which there won't be!

okay.

2004-10-15T16:17:00.000-05:00

that has been my thought with everything that has been happening today. As of right now this very moment there are 6 dogs in the house! 1, 8 year old,3, 9 month olds, and 2, 4 month olds, so if you added up all there ages how old would they be? and how old would they be in dog years too? I really have no idea thats why i am asking just to test your math skills.
I did a pee test today to get a seasonal job for christmas and bring in some extra cash, not just to mention that I really needed to find one. I been trying to find one since I moved to this dang state. so hopefully I will start next week after they do my background check. I need a background check to work at this place? okay.
I keep trying to think what is the one thing I need right now?(besides a hole in the head) in other words if I came into just a little bit of money say $30.00 what would I spend it on?
choices:
A) a purse
B) Pens
C) shoes
D) whatever caught my eye at the time
Tough decisions huh?
Actually I think I would be as responsible as I could and Fill my gas tank first and then Fiddle with rest and end up spending it on junk I definitely do not need. What would do with $30.00 in your pocket?
okay then.

Puppy suicide:

2004-10-14T23:49:00.000-05:00

okay here is the sit..(uation) sit,sitch, whatever: My puppy TigerLilly, keeps strangling herself on her collars and leash.I am starting to think that I am not such a good parent and she is trying to do it on purpose. She has chewed through 5 frickin collars! 5, and she is only 4 months old. I wouldn't constantly leash her, but I don't completely trust her in the house yet either! I don't have a kennel or pen for her either, believe me I am gonna get her one,because I really hate to see her strangling herself! whats a parent to do??
I know my last entry was a story about cats and now I am talking about dogs( I warned you that I love animals) and plus my life ain't that interesting right now either!

the green cats

2004-10-13T18:15:00.000-05:00

i heard the funniest story today that i've heard in a long time so now i am going to share it with you.
My friend gina, was in a big rush to take her cat to the vet, the cat had to be put in isolation for 6 days. well she thought the she didn't want the cat to be uncomforatable so she thought she would put flea spray on incase the cat had fleas. well she read the directions and it said to use gloves and she didn't have any so she used sandwhich baggies. she sprayed the cat and started rubbing in the flea spray, and before her eyes her cat started turning green! She was in a hurry so she de-flead her other cat too just the same way and that cat also started to turn green. she was like we will figure it out @ the vet.
so she takes her cats to the vet, explained what had happened telling them specifically that she did not spray paint her cats! the pharmacist,vet , and the associates of the vet all took a look @ the cats for like an hour and a half to try and figure out why the cats turned green. well then the vets said they will keep an extra eye out on the cat to see if something else happens and that she could leave and they would be okay. Just as she leaves, she remembers that the sandwhich bags she used to cover her hands were GREEN.. and that the flea spray had made the color come off the bags and onto the cats. she went back to the vet and told them what happened, so they gave her a box of latex gloves for the next time she de-flead the cats.
Funny huh?
yeah, I thought so too

Beginnings

2004-10-12T23:57:00.000-05:00

hi, I called this Beginnings, because this is my first blog.Yay. So, do you wanna know a little about me? well lets see, I am 26, a little to close to 30 if you ask me, No kids..yet, but I do have a 4 month old puppy. I love animals.

I write like I think, not properly thats for sure!

well thats all i can think of about me for now, more will come out about me in other blogs so check back and see.

My puppy got a new playmate this last week, and the new puppy we found out yesterday has fleas! so gross! now we have the trouble of getting rid of them. I guess thats part of the responsibility if having a dog.

I just moved from Minnesota (best state in the states!) and I am not liking this new state I am in.No,No,No. It is Nothing like home! I would Brag more, but since the Twins aren't in the playoffs I can't now can I? Pssh!

well also this blog won't be about anything in particular, Just random, I should have called it the random room huh? oh well.